Fr1skY~FaY

dunno what title shud i put d. err…bit moody now. suddenly feel bit unhappy. not too sure why i’m unhappy…..

most of my frens were absent today. classes are boring. i spent most of my time doing my homework. so much work to do…been complaining since i started form6. really din wanna study form 6 if i have a choice. dad lar, better foundation wor. argh!!! don’t care lar, i’m in f6 now and i muz work hard to get a place in local u. if not y i waste this 2 yrs studying in f6. my parents wud b damn disappointed if i can’t enter local u. but….who knows i might get to enter local university,right?? then i could save up a lot of my parents money. haha!! bit too far to think now coz i haven’t even sat for my 1st exam in f6. hopefully i wud do well lar.

Thinking to skip school tomorrow. Not sure dad will allow or not. he don’t like his children to skip school. i wonder why. i ask my grandpa, he says my dad alwiz skip school last time. but he’s only allow to stay at home wen he don’t go to school. he wud ask all his frens to come to his hse once he’s absent. wat a selfish dad….

just came back, went to pick up my brother fr school. ate maggi in the car…so hungry. only taking my lunch at 4. today’s suppose to be vegetarian. but accidentally drank chicken soup in supermarket try outs just now. So bought sushi and ate ham. Haha!

I’m still wearing my uniform when I’m writing this blog. The uniform which made my whole family laughed when I 1st wore it, say I don’t look like f6 wor, shud b f2 or 3. what a wonderful family. alwiz teasing their own daughter and sister. argh!! my maid’s worse, she chose this uniform for me and she laugh right on the spot. went to this place where they specialise on uniform. dun wish to reveal the shop name coz it’s like advertising their shop. They gave me a skirt sized 27 but a blouse size 13. The skirt’s too big for me but the blouse juz fit me. but…my maid say it’s bit too small, like body hugging shirt only, make me look smaller size wor. got a bigger size and this give me some trouble during lines. the prefects alwiz ask to tug in my blouse properly. Maybe the blouse is bit long for me gua. next year muz buy a smaller size.

Think I better bathe now…

Just came back from school. Took an LRT back and mum fetched me from the LRT station. Went to bank to bank-in some money for me at the bank near my previous school, SMKSBU. There weren’t many people today compare to yesterday. Waited for mum after the banking in coz she went and deliver something at Shamelin. Sat down there and wandering around. The glass door opened, saw a familiar school badge, and…when I looked up….I saw the probate I used to hate, a malay girl. (she didn’t success to be a prefect though. Haha!!) She didn’t really like me too. Haha! She’s with her mum juz now. She look alike her mum, exactly the same, juz tat her mum’s bit plump.

Suppose to stay back for choir juz now. The last 2 period was free coz the Accounts teacher didn’t enter…wait…correction…she mite b absent(who knows rite??) Okay, been called to b the model of CLU dancing thing. Was thinking to join since I have attend dancing class before. Went up and down, wanted to see how’s the dance. Wasted all my time staying upstairs but nv do my work. Argh!!!

We cleaned up the new consumer room during recess. The window itself are so dirty,full of dust and dirt. It’s so disguisting to clean it actually. Didn’t eat coz spending all the time wiping the window and cleaning the place. Luckily asked Shee Lok to buy me 2 pieces of toast bread. If not surely gonna suffer in hunger

Errr…think I have to take my shower now and start to do my work.

My day is damn boring today. The monday is as boring as usual. Today is the installation of VIAPD. Wasn’t concentrating throughout the whole assembly. Fixed my tie before I step out of the gallery today, won’t want my tie to be confiscated again. Luckily nothing happen when I walked pass Farah. Don’t have nails check today. Last week also don’t have. Made me so worry this morning, brought nail clipper and cut my nails during assembly. Awww~~

All the teachers came in for class today. First time I guess. The class was so boring. Nearly fall asleep in Economics class.

Went for consumer club committee meeting after school. We were given a group task, divided to 2 groups, 6 person in a group. 1st group need to do a proposal for next year activities; 2nd group need to decorate the consumer room. We’re given a new room this year. It’s even smaller than my toilet. It’s ok lar, smaller room easier to decorate.

Need to stay back for choir meeting tomorrow. Discuss how are we going to have a farewell party for the Alto who is going to leave. Don’t know should stay for choir meeting or stay back to clean up the consumer room tomorrow. Talking to Ai Ling now asking her opinion. Don’t know why today skype also having problem, my com problem actually. Made the line disconnected for so many times. Argh!!

Think I have to stop here. Have lots of work to do. Exam’s juz around the corner. I’m not really ready for it… Sob~

Just went and took my specs. Made me waited for bout 20minutes. My previous specs was broken by me with my knee. Haha!! Then dad didn’t want to make a new specs for me. Only made 1 side of the glass. Went to a different shop to make. Both glass is in different shape and thickness now. Look bit weird if I wear it. :p Went and make my new specs the day before yesterday. Examine my eyes again, my power decreased. Both was 75 at 1st. Now left eye only 50 while right eye only 25. Bad thing is axis is 25,my right eye now. At 1st don’t have one arrrr…Sob~~~ My friends say I don’t need a pair of specs actually. But I really can’t read the words on the board properly. Examine already only knew it was so low mar. It’s okay lar, wear a specs better…can see things clearer mar. Can’t wear my old specs d.

Today is my special day of the month. but thgs don’t seem to b going well. My day’s bit boring. Woke up late coz of the nightmare. Mum went off to send brother to tuition. It’s already 10.15 when she comes back. No point going tuition coz I’ll be late for bout 45minutes. Did some revision till 12 and took my lunch. Went online for a while before I go tuition. Went out at 1.30, mum insist to send my bro 1st. I was late for tuition. Mum didn’t want to pick me up after the tuition. Have to take lrt back. The people in lrt todfay bit weird. We saw 2 gigantic person. I noe I might say tat coz I’m small or somethg…But it’s not like this. He still look so big and tall beside Shee Lok. They’re juz abnormally tall and big. Haha! Then there’s another man clipping a paper written : Saya mengajar professor berfikir (I teach professors to think), on his chest. Bit weird lar this man. Don’t know what’s wrong with him. Er, that’s all bout my day. Stop here lar.

Went to school as usual even after our choir competition. I don’t feel like going to school when I woke up this morning. My cousin and my aunt’s voice could be heard even they’re whispering. Forced myself to wake up and prepare myself. Heard the car enjine started, rushed down and say the very last good bye to my cousin. Told her we would either meet in Malaysia or Australia again. Think the next meeting would be in Australia coz she rarely would come to Malaysia. She juz don’t like Malaysia. Luckily she’s not Malaysian…

As usual, went for lines at bout 7.30. Today the prefects wore special uniform which is all blue. It was their photography session today that’s why they wore like that. Find it bit weird coz this is the first time I’m seeing them wearing this. Maybe I could see it once more on founder’s day. And also next year! :p some of the prefects look nicer on this uniform but some don’t.

The 1st period was Business. No teacher came in. Think the teacher applied leave. Everyone was busy doing their work especially those choir girls coz they need to catch up the work done yesterday. Only I was wondering around finding for something to do. What a lazy person I am…

Skipped the time that I’ve wasted coz ntg much to say. Bit personal also. Recess time, ate in the class… my nasi lemak that I’ve brought from home. Everyone’s looking at me when I’m eating, asking why I’m so lucky to have such delicious breakfast. Went for lines after recess. what a stupid school having so many time lining up… Treating us like small kid only. Worst of all, we’ll need to walk up&down for lines.

Accounts period. The teacher came in late again. It’s just her habit I guess. But we excuse her coz we understand that the staff room’s really kinda far from our isolated Form Six block. She came in, get into the main point: where is the work I given yesterday. All of us gave her our blank look (hoping that she won’t remember the work I guess) *seriously, I noe ntg bout the work coz I’m absent for choir competition. Most of the accounts students were in the choir team yesterday. And I heard that many of them are either absent or they "fly" class. She ask us to do it now (so that she don’t need to teach I guess). Then Shee Lok told her that we haven’t learn this before and we don’t know how to do. She alwiz give us work and expect us to know how to do. We only have F4&5 basic accounts eh. Anything we don’t know she’ll just ask us to refer the book or worse still telling us that we shud can do the questions coz we’ve learn it before and all of us are A1 students. A1 students don’t mean anything ler. SPM accounts is a free A subject as everyone know. She have no choice but to teach us to open accounts for the very first time. Haha! After all, I still couldn’t really understand her. My eyes barely can open and I’m not really concentrating anymore. After she finish talking, I lean on the table and fell asleep. She ask my friends why am I sleeping. My friends told her that I’m not feeling well, trying to cover for me. Ai Ling told me not to sleep in her class anymore coz she won’t know how to cover for me again. Thanx Ai Ling!! Compare to last time, I seldom sleep in class d. This is the first time since I entered form 6 ler.

The last period was Muet. We were asked to go to the library. We pack our thgs slowly. Hoping the time would pass and we won’t need to go to the library. :p Saw Adi on the way. Talked to him bout the competition yesterday. He felt that we should at least have a placing. Felt that there was unfair in the competition yesterday.

Time flies. School bell rang and everyone’s coming out from their class and rush to the gate to get home. We proceed to the Dewan Kuliah for the choir meeting, to watch the video taken yesterday during the competition. We watched all the school perform including our school’s performance. All of us felt it was unfair. TTDI and Cheras exceeded the time limit but not our school. Will they be buyers or the judges made a mistake? We heard the bell ring before the school ended the song. We were told that 30marks are deducted coz we exceed the time limit, 8minutes. It was so unfair. Even Li Shia didn’t get the best conductor just coz by the way she bow. She perform quite good yesterday. She better than the other conductor/conductress. It is definately a unfair competition yesterday. We decide to appeal to the department in charge!! We would definately get back our name for VI. We’ve been insulted in the auditorium of Laman Budaya yesterday. We would definately fight for justice!!!!

VI lost for choir today. We didn’t really give our best. The performance was not too good. We’re rushing our lines. Bit messy, but I think we deserve at least top 3. It’s okay lar, maybe we’re really bad. I’m not the audience during the competition.

Shazlan went and ask 1 of the judge. She said we lost coz we exceeded the time limit. They could even disqualified us wor. What a stupid reason. We’re rushing yet still exceed the time. We’ve alwiz sing in bout 7 minutes. How could we exceed the time limit???

Most of us cried. Shazlan was sad I think. But he just don’t show it lar. He hope we would join next year again. I’m not too sure yet…

Tomorrow’s our inter-school choir competition… This would be our fifth year if we win. We’ve been working very hard for the past 2 months. We really hope to win. All the choir member would surely try our best in the competition tomorrow. All depends on our luck now.

Gotta go school at 6.30 tomorrow. Gotta go now lar. Continue again tomorrow. Going out….^_^

err..i got back my tie!! Farah’s very good mood today. Gave me back my tie when I ask her. She just ask me what have I done wrongly, answered her then she gave me back the tie… I’ve bought a new tie actually. Wanted to get a new tie coz the current one always got this thread coming out. the quality is so lousy!

Told mum the whole story. Yesterday she say she’s going to complain if she don’t give me back the tie. Just now she say she want to complain coz the girl made me bought a new tie wor. It’s not her fault lar. I want to buy a new tie also mar. Then mum say why don’t she give me back yesterday but only today. Like she purposely want to make me be caught in lines. Don’t care lar, I’ve never been caught after she took my tie. Thanx to Lau and Shook Mun who borrowed me their tie. Mum’s still not satisfied with her lar,insist to complain. I just tell her she won’t understand lar. Ask her don’t find trouble lar. It’ll only give me hard day in school.

Had my photo session today. Suppose to sit in front but Lik Wen wants to sit in front so he put me standing behind him. He’s blocking me eh. Nearly can’t see my face. Now he block my whole body… wasted my effort fixing my tie. Arghhh~ Never mind lar, I’m better than the girl who stands behind Boon Chong. Her face really blocked by his head. Luckily Lik Wen bend down bit, if not sure block my face. He still tease me why am I born so short wor. Damn bad…

Just recieve a testimonial from Pig. She say I forgot bout P2k worr.. I didn’t lar. Still remember them. Just that I really don’t have time. I even neglected my bf eh. He has been complaining…. Feel guilty neglecting him also. Have been spending less time with him.  Awww~~

Was about to write this yesterday. But dad ask me stop using the computer since it’s bit late already and it’s time for me to sleep. Thought want to go up and do my work before I go to bed but fell asleep right after that. Woke up next morning already..Arghhhh~~

Okay, here goes…4 of us were late for choir yesterday. My mum called me and say wanna buy me lunch. She was late cause she took monorail and it was raining. Went out and brought her in with an umbrella. They keep calling before we went into the hall. We’re just in the Form 6 block actually. We went to the hall right after we finish our lunch. Took our lunch in the fastest speed and rush into the hall.

Sad things happen when we enter the hall. They’re having break when we entered. Went in and told the teacher why are we late. Walked near Shazlan, our choir coach. Was about to say sorry then he just say he didn’t want to talk to us. Then Li Shia ask everyone to go on the stage. Before starting the song, Shazlan ask the 4 of us to come forward. We stood in front of the whole choir team and we’ll to explain to all of them. They’re like questioning us. Feel damn sad but still answer their question. Tried to explain why are we late. Like none of them believe us. Ai Ling was so sad, ran out of the hall and cried…3 of us continue to explain. Then I apologize and try to make them forgive me. After all, they forgive us lar.

Went out to confort Ai Ling… end up crying also. Wanted to left choir actually. But after that, we voice out whatever we feel. Feel so relieved after that. Now we’re okay already. Went for choir and quite enjoy it today. we have this so called walking choir today. Don’t know what’s the point of doing that. So tired of walking, can’t really sing while walking.

Tomorrow’s gonna be the last practice already. Thursday is the competition. Li Shia cried today. Feel stress wor, say she’s not a good conductor worr..No such thing lar..

okay larr.. gonna stop here for this.

nearly late for school today… didn’t bring anything down including my purse and handphones. today’s line’s bit weird, the prefect, which we called robot, ask us to turn and walk to the hall right after the lines. I went off, went upstairs to take all my belongings and proceed to the hall. As usual the assembly was bored, was talking to Ai Ling the whole assembly. Telling her about my weekends. She then ask about me and my darling. Told her bout what had happen. She gave some advice.

Assembly finish and we walked out of the gallery(which don’t look nice at all,with plenty of dust).Saw Farah,our senior girl beside the door. She stopped me and ask me for my tie. Ask her what’s wrong, she didn’t answer… Walked back to class, bit moody coz my tie’s confiscated! Just didn’t pull up properly then got confiscated. What a stupid rule is this. Thought want to take it back after school. Boon Chong asked me to go to the prefect’s room after school. Thought want to apologize to Farah and get back my tie. Boon Chong came out telling me she’ll only give me back after recess tomorrow. How come???