Fr1skY~FaY

went to sch as usual. test was in the morning. called mum to pick me up since there’s no exam aft tat. mum came at bout 10.30.then we went to pick up bro,since he’s having class party,he left wit us too

went to klcc wit mum at bout 1. parked at dad’s off and walked over to klcc. went to rhb den shisedo den maxis to settle our stuff. then went teddy tales to get mum stuff. bought 2 button badges.

aft tat, went to pick up my lil bro fr sch. came back rest a while den went out wit mum again. shop in guardian for a while, purchased up to rm60 and got 2 kitty magnets. so happy~ i’ve already got 17 out of 32 magnets. haha!!!

came back and get the button badge from mum, found out tat only 1 left in the bag. wonder where i fell it, so sad eh~ only got the 1 i like aft so long. now lost d, not cheap somemore. mum didn’t want to buy for me at 1st, but still paid for me at the counter. shows tat my mum act love me a lot

came back at bout 6. sleep coz i’m too tired. only woke up at 11. and now i’m on9…it’s juz my boring friday. gonna wake up for sch 2mrw. dunno i shud sleep or stay awake till nxt morn.

having exam this whole week… y i’m not studying bit writing my blog here?? coz 2mrw’s only muet exam and it’s only comprehension. ntg for me to study..unless i wanna learn the technique to colour the ABCD on the objective paper perfectly. haha!! satuday will b the last day of exam, accounts…wait…saturday is supposingly b the last day…but now there’s an exam on monday.Muet again!! just coz the exam is postponed….

Know why the exam is postponed?? coz Tun Dr. Mahathir’s, our former PM was invited to our school for the bicara tokoh thg. the whole sch was so excited except me. i totally 4got bout he’s coming 2day. was wandering y the prefects are wearing blur 2day. tot wat special day again. was blur until we’re asked to preceed to the hall. I was so blur!! We sat in the gallery as usual. Sat in front of the place where SG put their chair. Coz all seats allocated for lower six are occupied. we wanna sit at the higher tier so tat we wun b seen by the SG. unfortunately, there weren’t any places at the higher tier wen we entered the gallery. We were sitting down there doing ntg, basically only waiting for the former PM arrival.Farah seperated me,al&deb. Only left me sitting wit al the lower tier. deb’s juz 1 tier above us. but still bit harder to talk. After tat, Farah still not happy wit the sittings. she asked me to sit right below her chair. I was only whispering al then she scolded me. wat am i suppose to do in the gallery w/o talking..there’s only 4 walls there. wat am i suppose to do. she ask me " Ee Mun, can’t u stop talking?" really feel like answering yes. But i stopped myself. After a while, i tot of going to the toilet, wit al. We agreed by using eye contact n facial expression Told Farah tat i wanna go to the toilet. She ask me who I’m going wit? as if i cant go to the toilet alone. answered her i’m going wit al and we’re out of the gallery. we walked back to the F6 block to drink water and went toilet. When we’re back to the hall, the special guest has arrived. School song were sang…I was just mummering the school song coz i dun really rem the lyrics. Hear all the ppl giving speech and lastly the speech was presented by Tun Dr Mahathir. He’s quite humorous, a very nice man i think. he looks very old, i cant really see his face properly coz i’m juz too far from the stage. Heard him talking a lot bout M’sia and our school. Think I’ll type till nxt morn if i wud wanna type wat he said. Aft tat, a slideshow bout him was showed on the slide screen. Then Tun Dr. Mahathir proceed to the auditorium i guess. Not really sure where he went coz i din follow the crowd. every1grabbing the opportunities to shake hands wit him. I was at the gallery, so i din manage to shake hands wit him. Walked back to the class and get ready for exam. When it’s bout time to start the exam, some1told us the exam’s postponed. aft tat pn shanti called me and told me tat exam’s cancelled. tat only made me believe tat the exam’s postponed. Shud’ve called mum earlier to pick me up then or i shudn’t have attend sch 2day. wasted my day in sch.

Came back and had my lunch. ate somethg tat i bought back on the way home. went for shower aft eating. suppose to go for swimming at 4.30. but it’s seems like it’s gonna rain soon, so decided to skip swimming class. talk bout swimming, i noe how to swim backstroke d, including the hands now.I’m so happy. haha!! could learn butterfly soon i guess. hope i can learn tat faster and i can stop swimming class aft tat. got so dark aft attending swimming class. mayb it’s so sunny recently, tat’s y no matter how much sunblock i put also dun help. dun care lar, gonna stay indoor most of the time during my yr end hol, wanna b fair again. i hate being so dark eh…

k lar,now i feel much better after writing such a long blog. like i feel so relieved aft talking thgs out. heart also feel much lighter now. gotta go n take a nap aft this. have to go out to pick up bro at 7.10.

not in the mood now. said something tat made my darling angry juz now. i don’t know it’smy problem or his. He’s moody…for all of the sudden he’s angry coz of my cold reply. I have been giving those cold reply for the very 1st day. He knew that was just me. those cold reply disappeared itself duing his 1 month holiday, everything unplanned but it juz seems tat all my cold reply turns warm. just like you heat up all ur cold food in the microwave… Dit~and there goes ur hot food…being serve out to eat. tat’s wat my reply is during his holiday. but thgs are back to normal wen he’s back to ind for studies again. norm also he wun b so sensitive over my cold replies. mayb he din get all those cold rep aft so long. now sud i said thgs which r so cold, he juz cant take it gua. plus he’s stress over studies,very tired somemore. sacrifice his sleeping time juz to chat wit me eh. feel very thankful he’s doing tat for me. tat’s y i feel so guilty aft giving him such cold reply. argh!! juz hate myself!!!

Been quite far apart from him since he went back. din on9 much, din skype much and even less msg. plus my exams now, feel like i dunno much of his thgs and recent thgs tat had happen on him. me too cant tell so much of my thgs… somethgs r really hard to tell on msg. but sometimes really had no choice..it’s like my duty to tell him every single thg tat happen here. the reason i’m doing tat coz i dun1him2feel left out. he’s already not wit me, i dun1him2feel further apart. at 1st i really think this ldr thg is not too hard, i wud def b able to get thru all tat easily. but it’s really not as easy as i tot, being apart is really a big problem for a relationship. I’m not a very demanding gf…wun need him to spend all his time wit me. but i feel it’s still bit hard to b apart from ur loved ones. now i und y norm ldr wun last. I’m afraid mine wun last too…

mum act forget to pick me up. she tot my sch ends at 2. it act ends at 12.10. it’s friday larr my dear. made me force to walk to the lrt station all by myself… then take lrt by myself for the 1st time. luckily i tot of dad, but i’m bit late…he’s already about to reach home. but still manage to get hm to pick me up from the lrt station…

i’m so sad. mum could act forget bout picking me up… sob~~ but cant really blame here larr…she havent been picking me up on friday for few weeks d i think…coz my darling has been picking me up most of the time.

talk bout my darling…he’ll b going back to india 2nite… miss him so much now d, really feel like going to india with him. but i juz cant lar, i need to study…exam’s on monday… he also need to study there eh..not having hol or wat. n i juz dunno wat my parents n his will think if both of us going there 2getha…we’re only couple eh..only been 2getha not for very long. but still, have a very close feeling, really dun wanna b apart.i’m surely gonna miss him a lot

errr…i’m hungry again. been eating a packet of nasi lemak at 8 and i’m hungry at 8.30 d. went to canteen to have 2 roti canai. then now i’m super duper hungry. how come my hse got ntg to eat. i gotta ask my maid to cook me somethg now

2day’s m’sian idol’s final. al wanna go to genting so much. but it’s not as easy as she tot. u noe, human dun alwiz get wat they desire. so dun dream too much la ya, al… it’s ok if we watch it from the tv, it’s nearer act. the only diff is u can shout at ur idol there but u can only shout at the tv at home.

k larr…have to go d…mum ask me to do somethg for her. act planned to tell here tat i wanna send my darling to the airport 2day..mite at least drive to his hse n say goodbye..but since my dad will b using the car. my idea have to b cancelled. have been asking so many ppl’s opinion. still dun work larrr…it’s ok lar,juz gotta call him n say bye n 1road smooth wind. juz hope he wud enjoy his way there n b happy lar. dun1him2miss m’sia so much. tat feeling will b damn bad eh…

juz came back from sch…it’s my boring day again. dunno y feel so tired in sch 2day…. asked al to msg for me study so much…made me talk less i think…

it’s gonna rain soon…juz heard the thunder storm. havent been going for swimming for nearly a mth. miss the swimming pool a lot eh. even more than i miss my darling he dun really want me to go for swimming 2day, want me to study wor. din really study yest, went to bed right after he left. i’m too tired lar…open the book then tot of him,dunno y aft tat then my eyes start to close automatically…then fell asleep d… dunno wen he called me, i answered but cant really recall wat have i said.

think i have to stop here. chatting wit my bro…

today’s really not my day… planned to go for choir, stayed in school till bout 2 only noe choir practice’s cancelled. came home at bout 4, tot wanna go swimming after not going for 2 weeks. drove to the swimming pool, the parking lot was empty..felt bit strange so decided to get down to ask. saw my instructor before i enter the complex. my instructor says swimming class is cancelled. I didn’t even ask why. only heard him saying wednesday class will b on. said ok and drove home.

Went home and intend to sleep for a while after bathing. Darling called before I finish bathing. called him back and talked for a while. then mum told me bro’s tuition’s gonna end early.