untitled~
not in the mood now. said something tat made my darling angry juz now. i don’t know it’smy problem or his. He’s moody…for all of the sudden he’s angry coz of my cold reply. I have been giving those cold reply for the very 1st day. He knew that was just me. those cold reply disappeared itself duing his 1 month holiday, everything unplanned but it juz seems tat all my cold reply turns warm. just like you heat up all ur cold food in the microwave… Dit~and there goes ur hot food…being serve out to eat. tat’s wat my reply is during his holiday. but thgs are back to normal wen he’s back to ind for studies again. norm also he wun b so sensitive over my cold replies. mayb he din get all those cold rep aft so long. now sud i said thgs which r so cold, he juz cant take it gua. plus he’s stress over studies,very tired somemore. sacrifice his sleeping time juz to chat wit me eh. feel very thankful he’s doing tat for me. tat’s y i feel so guilty aft giving him such cold reply. argh!! juz hate myself!!!
Been quite far apart from him since he went back. din on9 much, din skype much and even less msg. plus my exams now, feel like i dunno much of his thgs and recent thgs tat had happen on him. me too cant tell so much of my thgs… somethgs r really hard to tell on msg. but sometimes really had no choice..it’s like my duty to tell him every single thg tat happen here. the reason i’m doing tat coz i dun1him2feel left out. he’s already not wit me, i dun1him2feel further apart. at 1st i really think this ldr thg is not too hard, i wud def b able to get thru all tat easily. but it’s really not as easy as i tot, being apart is really a big problem for a relationship. I’m not a very demanding gf…wun need him to spend all his time wit me. but i feel it’s still bit hard to b apart from ur loved ones. now i und y norm ldr wun last. I’m afraid mine wun last too… 
