Archive for October, 2005

my tummy ache~~ :’(

Friday, October 14th, 2005

dunno my tummy ache… sob~ think mayb i laughed too much. now my tummy, shud b somewhere above the stomach…err…somewhere i can feel the bones above the aching place…i feel it hurts wen i press it hard. can’t really laugh too,it’ll start to hurt if i start to laugh. :( i can’t laugh much now…

not in the mood~

Wednesday, October 12th, 2005

not in the mood…i’m not in the mood now. tot wanna go swimming but mum drove the car out. told her i wanna use the car at 4.30, told her in adcance, not like i din tell her. then she’s telling me tat i din tell her, she forgot n all. argh!!! hate it larr…now i’m d late for class….

brother sud say wanna go for swimming. he din pay fees how to go. i’m d damn late,obviously i wun go to the office to wait for tat stupid clerk to renew his card. no way i’m doing tat.

mum’s only coming back aft fetching bro from tuition…i’m surely gonna b at the pool at bout 5. spoilt my mood only. already dun have enuf sleep,forced myself to wake up juz for swimming. tat this happen. i really dunno larr…feel so geram now….

weird dream…..

Friday, October 7th, 2005

had a weird dream lst nite,not too sure it’s this morning or lst nite. only know tat i dreamt tat he had an affair. damn sad eh… i juz walked out of the room. juz like i’ll walk out of the relationship w/o saying a thg. argh!! really hate this dream so much. think if it really happen in reality, i wud do the same thg, walk out of the relationship silently.

Didn’t tell him bout the dream. don’t know whether i shud tell or not. sounds like i don’t trust him if i told him bout this. but…it was juz a dream,it’s out of my control….Awwwww~~~ what shud i do??