still busy :(
mum have came back from hk for few days. my cousin’s wedding has juz over. but i’m still busy, still have lots of event to attend, open hse, festival n so on. haven’t really rest yet. i’m so tired, not in the mood due to some reason. but seems tat no 1 have ever understand my situation. mum has been yelling n shouting for the whole morning. i woke up very late 2day, coz i’m very very tired, n i dun wish to wake up coz my day wun b any better. ntg like new day, no hope, no wish, no planning n ntg. argh!! my day is like lifeless now, i’m juz like forcing myself to face the new day now. i also dunno how to explain. too much to b told.
i’m waiting for my maid to change now. we’ll b going out for dinner aft this. i dunno wat festival shud this b called in english. only noe this festival can eat those glutinous rice balls. norm i wud b very excited coz i really love eating tat, besides dumpling i mean 
but now, i’m like not in the mood at all. unwilling to go out, din wanna eat too. i’ve only took a bowl of fried rice, ntg much. no appetite to eat.
juz recover fr sick, but still feel bit sick. dunno y lar, mayb i’m emotionally sick. haha!! think i have to go soon… how i wish i could really take a break, to somewhere far n i’m travelling alone. better dun wish, tat’s juz impossible, dad dun even allow me to join my frens to genting…argh!!
