Fr1skY~FaY

tot can enjoy my day 2day. but i’m disappointed. somethg came out of my expectation…out of my plan…dun even have the mood to go out now. not only once, but few times. dun wanna ask d larr..dun care anymore…

tat was a terrible accident. not tat terrible tat will bring my life but still…i damage my mum’s car. although it’s consider my car now, but i really felt so bad. dunno have to waste how much money to repair again. argh!!

i’m on my way back from school…sent my bros to sch n i drive home. lied to dad, now felt worst…coz tat’s the return i get fr lying :’( the cars was slow moving…the car in front of my car, a pajero if i’m not mistaken, was moving slowly. force stop due to the jam. then the car start to move, i release my break n i heard the sound…i was shocked.. Oh no, i hit my mum’s car again. i din noe wat to do, the person came down only i noe how to open my door n get down of the car. then talked to the person. tat uncle scolded me, asking me y i drove so fast. i told him tat i din even step on the accelerator, i juz release my break n there goes tat accident. his car was lucky, no damage.. while mine, the number plate was damage…only few alphabets cud b seen now n the front bumper, on the driver’s side has came out a lil bit. surely need to send for repair d. dunno need to repaint the car or not also. this will b the 3rd time sending for repair d. 1st time, i hit the lorry….a still one, n told mum tat some1 hit me ( coz i juz got my licence, plus my car is super new, less than a mth old )…2nd time was my mum..she hit my hse door ( tat was funny) then this is the 3rd time, excluding the alphabet M gone wen i was heading to Pet Street. argh!!

i really dun wish to drive d larr..kinda fear to drive now…

typed somethg bout my mum. but now decided not to publish it d. juz wanna say somethg tat had happen 2day. got scolding the whole day 2day. then had a very nice lunch at renaissance, although it’s bit too filling due to the attractive dessert which makes me can’t resist to eat them

i act close the car door n hit my finger. it’s so so so pain now. maid n dad say it’s gonna b blue black 2mrw. sob~ surely gonna b like bc’s finger now my elbow also very pain, dunno wat’s wrong lerrr..yest told him tat my ankle hurts, guess i’m bit too sleepy, tat’s y said ankle..haha!!

errr…wat else huh??think i better stop here la. ltr he say i publish thgs for public but not him…

one lovely saturday morning…need to wake up to sch coz it’s a sch day (replacement for the friday on CNY) wat a lovely replacement sch day. planned to skip coz wanna go tuition but tat running finals will b on sat. so, i’m forced to attend sch. woke up at 7 2day, so long din wake up so late d. reached sch at 7.45 coz no jam, only took me 5 min to reach sch…

went to the field when i reach the sch. search for al n amy coz they’ll b running wit me. took my number fr the hse teacher 1st coz can’t get al. aft tat got thru al’s line, she said she saw me, coz of my red bag…haha!!

we warm up..tot the event is gonna start soon. but we waited so long, every of the event started but not ours. we got more anxious coz we’re rushing to tuition. the teachers forgot bout us… made us only start running at 9.30 ( the time when my tuition starts).

peep….5 of us ran (some were not here, i’m not sure y but they’re like giving chance for us to win :P)…we ran as fast as we could…amy reached 1st, at 15.24 seconds (if i’m not mistaken). i’m at the 2nd place, at 16.01 seconds. tat was an improvement… haha!! kinda happy, prove tat short ppl can act run. ppl alwiz tot tat ppl who r tall or at least wit long legs only cud run fast. haha! act mayb we have less girls in vi tat’s y we have better chance to win only larr..

k la, need to rush out for dinner now. then need to go swimming class aft tat. can’t finish my swimming class again.sob~ gonna waste my parents’ money again.

at last prob solved. er, no really solved. he’s d 1 who’s making everythg to suit me again. alwiz also he zhao me only. think i can’t do anythg, who ask me dunno how to zhao him worr…

1st of all, really have to thank him a lot. really can’t b said in plain words. i dunno wat can i really do to thank him. mayb love him is the only thg i can do??

then have to thank all my frens who support me so much. they alwiz give me advice n listens to me. thanks ya!! w/o all of u, i dun think i can really b so tough n try to solve the prob. recently really ver unhappy, luckily they’re alwiz there to listen to me n cheer me. really been laughing a lot wit all of u. p2k too, there’s not even a day which i wun laugh wen i’m wit both of u.. anyway, thanks all my frens. love all of u so so so much!!!

i dunno wat’s wrong wit me lar. recently alwiz argue wit him. think i’m the 1 who cause the prob again. argh!! hate myself larr…

the most unhappy V-Day, followed by my weirdest mthly anniversary…

yest hesitate for so long, thinking whether i shud msg him. aft few hours of struggling n advice by frens, typed a few words msg n sent. at lst i gave in, sending a msg wishing him.

this morn recieve a msg. felt happy but bit weird at the same time. dunno y leh? like not as close as b4.. mayb this is the aftermath of the argument…who knows right?? argh!! really hate arguing…

he’ll b back soon…hopefully everythg will b fine again…tat’s wat i told pig..gonna catch up wat we’ve missed out. thanx al n pig. love both of u a lot…

2nite is super duper boring. no programme on.. stayed at home the whole night. the only thg i did the whole day was attending sch n went to the my fm cruisers, but got ntg beside the sticker.

the whole night i’m staying in front of the com, msging pig to plan bout her bd n tat’s all. i dun have the mood to study nor doing hw. so wat i did was looking at my room’s ceiling..so bored arrr~~~

really din talk to him the whole day, yest n 2day. dunno y dun feel like talking. al ask me to start talking to him 1st. at least say hi in msn or wat worr.. but i really dun feel like taking the 1st move again. alwiz also i’m the 1 taking the 1st move. although i’m the 1 who made him angry… i’ve said sorry. i dunno wat can i do d. dunno wat to do tat’s y said sorry gua. tat’s y dunno how to start talking to him again. if i acted like ntg had happen, i’m like so bad larr.. alwiz also i act like ntg happen only. let treat this as cold war lar. dunno how long will this lst ler. hopefully not long, if not really have to wait till he comes back only will settle the prob.

finally the V-Day cookie n candy sale is over. we’ve send out all the orders. and we’ve earn double our modal. errr…now we’re going to have a celebration 2mrw. going to eat at kaki corner 2mrw. haha!!!