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practically, i post this blog is to apologize for my horrible grammatical error in all my blog. juz got sounded by my lovely sweetheart tat i’ve made lots of grammatical error in the previous blog- KLCC-Aquaria. Aww~~ I never ever tot of any grammar when i post my blog. i alwiz think blogging is a very relaxing task. my brain’s not thinking much, typing every single word w/o feeling stress or worrying bout anythg. not even thinking bout wat ppl mite think of me aft reading my blog. it’s indeed like my very own, personal diary, talking bout my daily routine, my favourites, the thgs i hate, n nearly everythg bout me. the only thg i keep it private is the names which i think is not needed, in case the person mite not like it. bit confused now, dunno whether i shud keep my way or shud improve myself, everythg…

i admit tat my language is rather not tat good. i knew it for a long time. juz tat i’m not taking any action to improve it, esp my grammar. i love languages a lot, but the thg i hate is the grammar. tat’s y i hate writing, everythg which need writing, esp the essays. i’m still doing fine in contructing sentence. but i still made some grammar mistake. mayb not as much as i’m writing essays. i’m not sure wat’s the problem, I juz have lots of problem doing this. having bit headache now, really hate thinking so much when it comes to correcting grammar n writing in proper sentence.

i prefer speaking than writing. i alwiz perform better in speaking than writing. mayb i have better ability in talking. my english or BM is not tat perfectly spoken but i juz do better in speaking.I could speak better in chinese than writing.  I’m not sure y is it like tat. every of my language teacher wud tell me tat. haha!!

ppl wud find me funny wen i speak any language, fr chinese, malay, english n even japanese. I have diff slang i guess. no matter wat, i sound diff even me n my frens r speaking in the same language. However, i’m accurate, in a way. we juz dun sound the same but wat we meant r the same. dunno wat am i trying to talk bout d.

think i better stop here. Time to send my bro to tuition. I need to bathe b4 i go out. I need to go the the supermarket to get some thgs for mum. she’ve left me lots of work… plenty to b done. Planned to go for facial ltr but my beautician’s not around. my appointment cudn’t b done. i shall juz stay at home to fin mum’s work n type all my econ’s notes. Think bout it, i still have lots of work pending, waiting for me to accomplish. I’m alwiz like this, doing the lst min work. haha!! muz do my thgs earlier now. weekends is the only time for me to do my thgs. but i alwiz waste it, doing ntg or sleeping. shud hold this principal now: Time and tide waits for no man. 

went to KL convention centre juz now, for the aquaria exhibition. all the way jam to get there, took us bout 30min there (we norm only use bout 15min if there were no jam at all). we din give up, reach the destination at bout 8, found a parking n all of head towards the entrance. every1 of us (my dad, 3 of my brothers n me) are excited i guess, we juz can’t wait for our turn to enter the place.

let me juz tell bit how i get this aquaria thg on my mind. 1st of all, it’s the advertisement, on the radio i mean. have been hearing bout it for quite some time, but din have a chance to go as i heard it was quite costy. er, think the 1st time i saw it was the banner, hanging all along the road i guess. tat time i rem was only underworld, this time they have reptiles. wanted to go for a long time but still..no1 act volunteer to go wit me. i dun dare to suggest, coz it’s like small kid asking their parents to bring them to the zoo. dunno y la, i have this habit, alwiz wants to see all this thgs. mayb i love myself a lot gua, tat’s y wanna enjoy my life, have chance to see thgs then i wun let it go. haha!! oh, got out of point d, i got 2 children’s ticket from the my fm cruisers lst 2 weeks. still rem tat day i was having teppanyaki at home wen i heard the cruisers was at tmn connaught’s primary. asked mum to go wit me. so we got 2 tickets, 3 to b exact. dun wanna explain much la. tat’s how i got my ticket. but this ticket is only applicable if i buy an adult ticket. tat means i need to have 2 adults in order to bring both my younger bro in for free.told mum n we decided to go this week, if not we wun b able to see it d. heard tat this reptiles exhibition will end on 31st of march.

we ha d fun there. acting like small kid all the way thru the whole exhibition. we hate those reptiles part, where we see all those snakes n rare creatures… it’s damn disgusting wen u  look at it clearly. the place looks creepy, making me wanna get out fr tat place asap. however, we took some photos of those rare creatures- trantula, snakes, turtle, tortoise n lots more…

luckily there was a another section there. the best part was the deep sea, it’s somethg like the aus underworld. think bout it, tat was bout 10yrs ago wen i saw tat. tat time i really enjoyed at the underworld in aus. looking at the sting-ray swimming on top of u…wow!! tat’s cool…din tot of i cud act experience tat in m’sia. we all were too excited n went out of control.. we exclaimed loudly, like we havent seen a sting-ray b4. aft tat only feel bit shame for doing tat.n only rem tat i’m no longer a kid but an grown up adult. dress so nicely but behave like a small kid. bet the ppl muz b laughing at me… we were given a chance to watch the fish eating, we enjoyed looking at them so much. haha!! stopped there n the eyes were like staring at those fish. can’t believe tat was act ee mun. guess u muz b saying tat i’m alwiz behaving like a small kid.

we were give a chance to hold the star fish. it’s my 1st time holding it. i din dare to put my hand in the water as i was afraid it’ll b disgusting. i tot the star fish wud b soft n cold, so it’s def gonna b awful if i’m gonna hold it. i asked my dad to touch, to tell me wat it feels. he say it’s like stone. i put my hands into the water,   still thinking whether i shud hold it. ta-da…it’s bout the hardnest of a stone. it’s exactly like s stone, but lighter n it’s in a star shape. got so excited, ask my dad to take my photo. i was thinking tat i mite not have a chance to touch a starfish again. muz keep this as remembrance. took 3 photos of it. deleted 1….the other 1 is bit blur, but the blur effect is nice. so i kept it.

we took another round for the underwater. being surrounded by water was incredibly fun. having the fishes n sting-ray swimming all around u, it’s like u’re diving n watc hing those fish. it’s so cool!! love tat so so much. din wanna leave tat place. i keep asking for the 2nd round. we act spend bout 45min juz watching those fish. we took lots of photos there. love those fishes so so much. we havent seen some of it b4, keep finding out wat it is. we saw this fish which is so cute. we named it tau-fu fish, coz it looks like tau-fu, like so fragile n soft. so cute eh. 

have too much to talk bout my experience at the aquaria KLCC. damn cool eh the place. those who haven’t been to the place n love these thgs. i suggest u to go n visit eh, once then i can gain lots of knowledge… beneficial eh!! hehe, i’m like promoting the place only. dun misunderstand, i’m not the promoter, not given any money of profit also. haha!! juz wanna recommend ppl to spend their weekend there. it’s some place which is worth going. er, bit costly but still worth it, only RM 28 for m’sian citizen who have MyCard. i’m sure every1 of u have 1 rite?? so gotta go now….update another time.

wat happened?? everythg n everybody seem to b bullying me. went out to send bro to tuition n fetch younger brothers fr sch. took me 2 hours juz doing tat. caught in the stupid jam at MRR II, used to b called the kampung pandan round about. super duper jam. the jam starts fr the Tsun Jin Primary and also the St. Gabriel Sec Sch. Wey was late for tuition, dropped him at the opposite bookstore, Dynamic and let him walk to his tuition centre. he’s gonna miss his 1st class. sorry, din mean it, din noe the stupid place was so so jam. he wud need to waste his time to replace for another time.

went to the pudu jail way to fetch my younger brothers. i was so guilty to have keep them waiting for bout an hour. their class fin at 3.45 n i’m only there at 4.30. took the pudu way coz i saw loke yew was jam wen i passes by tat way juz now. it was jam wen i reach the kl monorail, hang tuah station. was kinda regret to take tat way but i have no choice d, can’t turn back anymore. aft tat, told myself tat the jam wun lst long coz there’s police whol controlled the traffic. i was right, my lane was moving fast. but…the police went away n the red light turned, all the car in my lane stopped. so have to wait for the light to turn green again. waited so long…finally, it turn green. but no car is moving… the police start to give way for the opposite side. wat a lovely police he is. waited so long for out turn. finally, it’s our turn, change my gear to d and wanna go d. the car in front of me din move. hon the stupid car….was so mad at the stupid car.

my car appear the warning light of petrol’s running out. i was so worried. tat time i’m only in front of the police station. was thinking whether my car wud b able to go to the nearest shell station or not… jam was not tat bad wen i reach pudu. but…i’m so worried bout my petrol. passed by caltex but din wanan go in. i used to go to shell mar. dunno who told me tat we shud pump petrol loyally. wat i meant was we muz stay loyal to the certain pertrol. having the same kind (brand) of petrol wud keep

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car in better condition. the light disappear all of the sudden. it’s like some1 has refill my petrol tank. was bit relieved but the light came back. my heart was so anxious, keep praying tat i wud reach my destination. luckily, i reach the petrol station, the 1 near amy’s hse. got my petrol pump n headed back home. realise the petrol’s really exp now. shudn’t b going out so much wit mum’s car d.

er, wat else i wanna say?? bout my darling?? he din talk to me 1 day d. the whole day of yest. the lst time he talked to me was on monday nite, bout 11.30. aft tat den he din send me a single msg, not to say call. send him a msg to apologize but still… no rep from him. send him a msg 2day, pretending there’s ntg had happen but there’s still no rep fr him i dunno wat exactly i’ve done wrong to make him angry for so long… this is the 1st time eh. norm also it lst for few hours only. rem the longest was a day?? yest was bit worried, wondering wat happen to him. msg can’t b delivered. saw him on9 juz now, so guess ntg has happen except he’s angry of me. no mood for anythg now. juz dunno wat can i do d. wanted to call him but i dunno wat shud i say if i called. so i think i shud juz remain silent till his anger is gone

er, think i need to stop here lar. dun wanan on9 for so long. din wanna talk to some1 i din want to again. not to say tat i dun wanna talk to tat some1 lar, juz tat i feel bit weird talking to tat person so often. mum also felt bit weird d. awww~~

hopefully everythg will b fine soon… been moody since yest d. colour can’t b use again, dunno wen will this thg lst. seeing my blog so dull. mood also wun turn better…

tot 2day dun need to blog. er, rep his mail d like told him everythg d. tat’s y i din blog 2day. but the mail was not sent, due to some prob larr..talk bout it also geram lar. din really wanan blog coz dunno y recently cant add colour. make my blog so dull now…

did my work quite early 2day. although i havent do my accounts work. tot wanna do it ltr. but now got no mood d lar. planned to talk to him but he wanna go out. juz now sweet talk say wanna talk to me lar. this la, tat lar. at lst also went out. say sorry wor, wat’s the usage. damn sad la, n disappointed. everythg also went out of my plan. need to talk to some1 i din want to talk to while i dun get to talk to some1 i really wanna talk to.

i rarely wud come back home so early. mum left me going back home alone, all by myself 2day. she had appointment n can’t fetch me. forced to take lrt  n took a cab home. went back den rep his mail. but failed larr. typed such a long mail d but din send. was so geram. aft tat took my nap. woke up, took dinner n start doing my work d. watch tv at 9.30 till 10.30. den start rep his mail again. chat wit my ex coz he msg me again. awww~~ stop talking to my ex coz talking to him. tot wanan skype wit him. but got a very bad response. nvm la, ntg i can do now larrr.. mayb i’m being bit ridiculous la. i dun wanna talk to him d larr.. everyday also dun want d lar. this is the 1st week he’s having class, shud b more free than usual. dun talk den dun talk larr. dun wanna force him. i dun like to force him to do somethg tat he dun like also…..

2mrw going for tuition d. surely dun have time to do work. guess i’m not going on9 lar. guess i have to restrict myself fr going on9 everyday. need to set a target how many times i wud like to go on9 a week. 3 times a week?? or once?? or twice?? or more if i can handle my stuff n work prop…

no mood to cont lar. i dunno wat am i writing also. noe i juz wanna write everythg to replace the msg i wanan type. saved it in my archive. but nv send it out, dun want him to feel bad larr… nitez~~

1st of all, i wanna argue bout my vision blur thgy. not happy wit the comment given.. my eyesight’s getting worse, but it’s not gonna b 200 wen u come back, def not gonna b tat. u take care of ur eyesight better la, alwiz facing the com only. i’m gonna get my specs done, soon larrr… act dun really feel like getting my specs, worry tat i’m gonna break it again. so sad larrr, broke few pair of glasses in a yr d. mum’s gonna kill me too, say i alwiz nv take care of my specs.

bro juz complain bout my physics. he ask me how to do the telescope, his project i guess. he told me bout the glass thgy, the focus point thgy, i dun und a single thg. he ask me y the image is upside down. haha, then he laughed at me, saying tat i failed my physics in SPM. haha, i really failed, errr…not really fail larr. hehe!!

sexual harrassment?? haha!! juz read bout this article yest. juz now shum shum act touched me. awww~~ like i’m being molested by a 9 yr old kid eh… :(  act he din really touch me la, accidentally brush over it only larr.. but still…

had nightmare the whole morn, tat’s y called him early in the morn. haha, knew he wud def b sleeping, but still call him. dunno y la, juz love to disturb him early in the morn, the blurry version of him is cute n funny. haha!!

i dreamt of 3 person dying in my dream. err…can’t really recall who died. juz rem i saw 3 dead bodies. the dream was scary, struggle to wake up but failed. woke up once but dreamt of the same thg, continuation of my dream. awww~~

went out wit my cousin yest. had fun!! went for itallian food-lunch. my brother-in-law (er, is it suppose to b called like tat?? he’s my cousin’s husband) bought me lunch although he’s in HK. my cousin used his credit card to pay the bill. haha!! it was nice, esp the cheesy spaghetti. n also the mango yoghurt splush (somethg like tat larr).  ate so much… it was filling!

aft tat, we went to concourse lvl. tot wanna get the bracelet my cousin got. then we pass by this counter which stop us to get our lashes done. they keep asking us to try. my cousin pushed me to try. haha!! they lengthen n volumise my lashes. look bit weird aft my lashes was done… took some photos of it. but kinda shy to post it here. mum, cousin n maid said it was nice. aft tat, we ran away fr the counter, then avoid to salesman. we din even wanna go to P&Co although we wanna get somethg there. haha!! shop for a lil while more then we headed back home.

er, wat else i wanna type huh?? mum’s talking so much. made me forgot bout wat i wanna write. oh, bout my phone line n internet. dad say he din wanan dc the phone line now. haha! coz he wanna on9 too. mum keep complaining. me too feel it’s bit unfair. lst time wen i use the phone, made the phone bill so high, i got so much scolding. n the phone line muz b disconnect. but now, bro alwiz use the phone, made the phone bill high too. but dad’s alwiz willing to pay, w/o scolding him…so unfair!!!

errr..wat else huh?? think tat’s all lar. dun wanna write any further lar. wanna bathe den send bro to tuition. need to go to parkson for a while, to spend all the vouchers. awww~~~ bit lazy to shop larr…

how come still can’t use the colour. stupid larrrr…

OMG!! i can’t believe my vision is so blur now. can’t really see thgs prop. guess i really have to get my specs fix d. if not my power will increase n i mite get blind soon. awww~~ having headache now. dun wanna see the screen for so long. juz can’t stand it…

darling has juz boarded on the plane. tot wanna talk to him for a while b4 he board the plane. but i’m bit late, called him wen he’s about to enter the departure thgy. he’s passing thru the scanning thg. aww~~ miss him so much now. nvm la, can’t talk to him for a day. den can call him since it’s weekends.

going out wit my cousin, amy 2mrw. really have to enjoy it to the fullest. the more i have to enjoy wen he’s not here. haha!!

k la, my show start d.

my bro’s so disturbing, super duper irritating. i alwiz leave my com on even i’m out or doing somethg in room. he alwiz nudge my frens or even worse, on the webcam n start singing n dancing, naked. juz can’t stand him larrr…dunno y he’s like tat. alwiz make me blur wen my fren ask y msg them for, esp wen i’m busy eh.aww~~ dun wanan talk bout it larr..

can feel the kind of feeling d. bit mm se tak d. feel tat he’s leaving soon, gonna miss him a lot for sure. me too feel very unhappy, but i’m hiding it. see him so unhappy, i also dunno wat to do lerr.. tat’s y i said dun wanna talk to him lor, even i miss him so so much, wanna call him so so much. sent him a testi but seems tat he haven’t approve. it’s ok la, even he approve it aft he went back also no prob larr..

dunno y the colour thg is still not working. awwww~~ d feeling unhappy, still can’t make my blog colourful, at least the colour wud make me bit happier. my clown’s not there to paint me but i wanna paint myself wit colour. although he’s leaving, shud b happy also marr.. i dun want him to leave m’sia unhappily. mayb i really dun und the feeling lar. coz i’ve nv been away fr home for long. mayb i wud b worse than him if i’m asked to study abroad. tat’s y i’m kinda glad tat i’m studying here now. dun feel like leaving my home country…coz i love my home. talk bout home, yest only complain bout it. sometimes feel tat my hse is so noisy, making me irritated to stay home. but have to accept it la, it’s my home, gotta love it. i juz love being at home wen i’m staying in my room, w/o any1 disturbing. i love living in my own world. too much noise is not good at all. making one moody only. once a while still ok la. so, i shudn’t make so much noise also, it really irritates ppl…

haha, juz can’t stop myself fr writing blog. juz came back fr lunch. had lunch for twice 2day. once wit my parents n maid n the other1is wit deb, al n sl. haha!! surely gonna put on weight.

errr…darling’s going back 2day. few more hours den he’ll b boarding on the plane n gonna leave kl for bout 6 mths. by the time he comes back, i’ll b busy wit my test d. STPM’s gonna b on oct i guess, so i dun have much time to spend wit him tat time. prop will b spending all my time wit my book, preparing for my exam, the thg i fear the most. 2day passed by MBS office, saw they written days to STPM is bout 226 days. OMG!! remind me of the sad thg..sl juz reminded us tat there’s only 40+ more days to our midterm test. awww~~ so many test coming. can’t blog so often d. mum told me to use the com more now, ltr can’t use d. dun la like tat, my darling went back only can’t on9 huh?? then i’ll surely miss out a lot of time wit him, although we only chat on9, n keep him update wit my blog. haha!!

Al say she misses him. er, how come i dun miss him huh?? think bout it, bit lar. wen he’s left then surely will miss him like crazy. the lst time also like tat, he board the plane d only feel like hugging him n talking to him. alwiz also like this. nvm la, this time is his lst time going back d. then will b back here permanently (think i mention this in the previous blog, i’m forgetful). although he wun b at kl for long, juz found out tat he’ll only have bout 6weeks hol b4 he’s going to mel. al say it’s such a good schedule, he’ll b leaving b4 my STPM. then i can concentrate on my studies. aft STPM then we can go Mel. haha!! wat a wonderful idea. act quite true la, i can’t really study wen he’s here. keep thinking of him only, n alwiz planning wen to spend time wit him only. at least we’re both busy wit our stuff wen he’s at Ind. i wun dare to disturb him like i used to disturb him wen he’s here. sud feel tat i disturb him a lot. juz like yest nite, he called me, woke me up n ltr i can’t sleep d. i called him for few times, woke him up although i noe he’s super duper tired. i’m sorry ya darling!! din mean it, can’t sleep den alwiz wud think of u.

er, wat else i wanna type. think tat’s all larr… dun wanna write so long. shud study d. think my room shud b more cooling d. 2mrw having muet class at 7.30, gonna wake up early again if i woke up late, i wun turn up for the class, since i had my accounts tuition d. lst week late also still went for it also coz of my accounts class which will b on at 9.30 only.k la, see ya my lovely blog… gonna take a rest. dun wanns blog so often d…

can’t add colour, dunno wat’s wrong wit the page.

er, need to go out to fetch bro soon. i’ll need to keep him waiting if i blog for too long. let make this a quick one.

skipped sch 2day. woke up at 7. no1 act bothered to wake me up. woke up lazily, hoping tat my atomach ache wud b back n i wun need to attend class 2day. :p went into my bathroom wit my towel n brush my teeth. as usual, wash my face n brush my teeth plus gaggling my mouth wit my fav blue oral b mouthwash aft tat, turn my tap n water splash down fr the shower. bathe at a moderate speed. washed my hair so as my body. heard them ds wen i came out fr the bathroom. went up to get myself dress up in my sch u. was thinking wat to wear, as i’m kinda blur. aft tat got myself on wit my baju kurung (it’s thursday, 4th day of schooling this week, so it’s suppose to b baju kurung). went ds to check where r they. they’re all gone. no1’s gonna send me to sch. went up n get myself change back to my casual-home wear. lie on the bed n sleep again. msg deb n him b4 i sleep. rep few msg n i’m asleep. er, i called him to say sorry at bout 7. we argued yest, talk bout it nxt.

mum woke me up at bout 10. he called. was surprised to recieve his call so early. both of sleep very late lst nite. esp him… i slept at bout 11. but him, i’m not sure wat time, prob 6? he called at bout 2. talked on the phone till bout 5. ended coz we weren’t happy talking anymore. so i ended the call w/o saying bye. kinda rude. tat’s y feel sorry n called him this morn. i did tat twice lst nite eh. who also will b angry larr. long time din do tat d. lst time rem i alwiz simply end some1’s call. haha!!

went out wit mum to do some stuff. main off to collect tickets, market to get some fruits, supermarket to get some groceries n also to tm to terminate the other phone line. mum have been complaining tat the bill is too high. act it’s only bout 200 a mth. 2 lines wor, tat’s not too exp larr. the only thg is local call itself coz bout 100. the rental will cost more than 60 as we have added some service. mum wanna try terminating 2 of it to see how’s the progress nxt mth. oh no, i used the phone to make some calls this mth. coz he’s here marr. i rarely use the hse phone also larr.. dad din wanna pay the internet bill, so as the phone bill. mum say it’s all coz of me worr. coz i argued wit him, which made him mad, dun wanna pay the bills d. my dad’s so sensitive if he thinks like tat lar. mum say she’s gonna terminate the internet too. awww~~ tat was the worst news ever. can’t on9, can’t blog, can’t chat, can’t use google to get info, can’t send files n the com at home wud b like a unused object if internet is no longer available. hope she wun do tat la ya. she say depends whether we behave or not wor. she’ve been complaining tat i din study, nv see me holding a book b4. haha, wanna tell her tat we dun use book anymore, i only have printed notes. all r filed eh. this system has been practice since i’m f3 eh. i rarely use a book since then. nvm la, i’m really lazy. nv really study also. this exam did badly, really have to work harder for the coming may test, mid yr eh. muet test wud b on end of april, i’m not really worry bout tat coz i score fairly in tat. but still have to give some effort as i wanan score band 5 or mayb 6 if i improve my english..haha!! dun dream la, band 5 d i’m satisfied. this exam he’s here, can’t really study. nxt exam muz conc more on my studies d. can’t b playing anymore. this bit too late for me to work hard now.

anyway, he came 2day. haha!! quite happy ler. saw him cutting his new hair style… all of us laughed at him wen we 1st saw. hehe!! took some photos wit him. although he took it bit unwillingly. dunno y ler, he alwiz also like this1. ruin my pic only. er, mayb he dun like taking pic mar. i juz wanna have some for remembrance. even nxt time not 2getha d also still can recall some sweet memories marr.. oops, shudn’t say this. shud think of the photo as somethg tat i wud show to my children, telling him how funny is their dad. haha! here’s the photo. haha!! my bro say he looks smart n handsome eh.

errrr…think mum went out to fetch bro. this time dun need me to go out lu. act kinda tired to drive out also larrrr..alwiz also have to wait for him outside the swimming pool for so long, boring also.

he’s going back 2mrw d. the 1st few weeks gonna b hard, i believe tat. hope i wud go thru it happily lar. wish him all the best n "1 road smooth wind" larrr… have to stop here lar. dun wanna blog everyday d. muz go on9 less now.