few drops of tears rolled down to my cheeks… din expect i wud cry so easily. i no longer as tough as the Ee Mun I used to b. awww~~
suppose to b my lovely day 2day. everythg went out of plan.. n i was bit disappointed n sad of coz… er, had a good start of the day. din wake up late but bro made us late. not too late though, juz a few min. the best thg of being late was i need not attend lines. 
had 3 periods non-stop of PA, i din like the subject. wat say the teacher, who’s bit horny, alwiz looking at the girls n teasing them in a very bad manner. I mean he shud behave himself as a teacher. moreover, he’s our PK ko-ko. can u imagine tat?? the top of the admin d like tat, wat bout the others then?? sad to say tat my sch have such teachers.
aft tat was recess, followed by econs n business. 4 period of seeing shanti in my classroom. argh!! sometimes dun like it coz bored of seeing her but now kinda used to it d. mum msg me during recess, telling me tat she left tat only 1 longan in the fridge for hew. remind me to give it to him 2day. haha! i was laughing wen i recieve tat msg. aft tat, the accounts period. the period was quite ok.
phone vibrating~ it’s him. er, cancelled the call n msg him telling tat i’m having class now. he said he wanna come now but since i’m still having my class, he’ll go n buy his stuffs 1st. bad feelings came tat time. like expect to have somethg bad happen. he told me he need to go back early 2day. can only see me for 2 hours. how sad. then i told him bout the thg we discuss in the class. tot wanna ask sl send me to kjg 2day. since he’s having tuition there 2day. but he said he cant send me home as kl’s very jam tat time. he heard tat, seems happy n told me he can send me back. the prob is, sl cant b coming to my hse to fetch me rite?? i dun want him to b late, his hse n my hse is not near. there’s still a distance although he can turn to my hse juz to fetch me b4 going to kjg. i’ll surely feel sorry for troubling him. plan cancelled. din tell him bout it, called him wen i’ve reach the lrt, waiting for mum to fetch me home.
i was bit down wen i reach home. mum told me wat to do, n i juz nod w/o saying anythg. told her my plan of going kjg, she gave me a very cold rep. was even sad tat time. he’s going back soon, cant see him d n yet mum’s letting me down.
went to my room. called him, he juz reached home. told him i dun feel like going out, tired n bit moody. act, if mum allow, i wud go out, no matter how far it is, juz to see him. he dun seem to und also. like i’m being so selfish, he’s the only 1 who travel to kl. i noe he’s tired arrr…tat’s y alwiz ask him dun come arrr..noe this week can’t see him d. expected d but mayb i was expecting to see him coz he said most prob wud come. but now cant see him until he goes back. although tat few mths wud really pass fast.
lst sat was the lst day we met. tat was not really a good day. din really spend time wit him. stayed at home the whole day, alwiz also like tat coz he said he’s tired to travel around. no matter how much i din like it, i juz keep quiet. coz he’s only here for bout a mth, he’s tired too. the worst thg of tat sat was…i was out most of the time. send bro to tuition, collect thgs for dad. came back, do thgs for mum. juz wanna sit down n rest a while,mum remind me to fetch bro. i told her i din wanna go out, i’m very tired. but she scolded me, so sad eh. bf here whole day also i dun have chance to talk to him. wen she came back, she grumble again. she forced me to go connaught wit her ltr. i was forced to do so, left him at home again. fortunately, bro was willing to help me. so i stayed at home n spent some time wit him. tat’s only a while, 2 hours mayb. at bout 6, went out for dinner wit him. he left earlier coz had a gathering wit frens. unwilling to let him go but have to la, want him to meet his frens too, since he said he din meet them for 3 yrs d. had an argument wit him coz of tat the day b4 tat. so i din wanna b like so unreasonable, ridiculous…juz allow him to go lorrr..since he spent time wit me the earlier session d. went to his car to get the cd coz he forgot to bring down juz now. he said he wud send me back there as it’s quite far fr his car, since he’ll pass by also. tot wanna say bye n wanna wish him all the best coz i expected this will b the lst time i’m seeing him for this hol, the nxt wud b 5 mths ltr. but i stopped myself, din wanna make him unhappy n spoil his mood. coz this is not the time to say such thgs. he still have another week here mar. now kinda regret eh, at least cud have peck on his cheek. but now cant d lu. nvm la, wait for the time he comes back. he’s gonna b back permanently d 
came back home at bout 12 on sat. we had dinner n chat till very late. the next morn, mum grumble again. scold me for not helping her yest (sat). then say i purp wanna stay at home coz wanna bathe only la, wanna b naked in front of him la. simply say thgs only, i wasn’t naked also. din wanna do so, y wud i wanna do like tat. if wanna seduce him also dun need to do like tat gua. my maid’s at home somemore. at 1st dun wanna write this in my blog. juz cant stand her att, alwiz also simply say thgs. dun wanna scold her tat she din use her brain to think also can’t.
k la, told too much personal thgs in this blog. mayb i shud stop…or not all my personal stuff also will b revealed to every1 d. have to bathe now. mum called again. argh!!
spent the whole day at home yest too, watched memoirs of the geisha since i’ve missed it, followed by the fearless (which makes me fall asleep), aft tat they played a horror movie, not really scary though, juz bit disgusting. juz imagine how my day was. watch 3 movies in a day, it’s super duper boring.