sweet talk~~
tot 2day dun need to blog. er, rep his mail d like told him everythg d. tat’s y i din blog 2day. but the mail was not sent, due to some prob larr..talk bout it also geram lar. din really wanan blog coz dunno y recently cant add colour. make my blog so dull now…
did my work quite early 2day. although i havent do my accounts work. tot wanna do it ltr. but now got no mood d lar. planned to talk to him but he wanna go out. juz now sweet talk say wanna talk to me lar. this la, tat lar. at lst also went out. say sorry wor, wat’s the usage. damn sad la, n disappointed. everythg also went out of my plan. need to talk to some1 i din want to talk to while i dun get to talk to some1 i really wanna talk to.
i rarely wud come back home so early. mum left me going back home alone, all by myself 2day. she had appointment n can’t fetch me. forced to take lrt n took a cab home. went back den rep his mail. but failed larr. typed such a long mail d but din send. was so geram. aft tat took my nap. woke up, took dinner n start doing my work d. watch tv at 9.30 till 10.30. den start rep his mail again. chat wit my ex coz he msg me again. awww~~ stop talking to my ex coz talking to him. tot wanan skype wit him. but got a very bad response. nvm la, ntg i can do now larrr.. mayb i’m being bit ridiculous la. i dun wanna talk to him d larr.. everyday also dun want d lar. this is the 1st week he’s having class, shud b more free than usual. dun talk den dun talk larr. dun wanna force him. i dun like to force him to do somethg tat he dun like also…..
2mrw going for tuition d. surely dun have time to do work. guess i’m not going on9 lar. guess i have to restrict myself fr going on9 everyday. need to set a target how many times i wud like to go on9 a week. 3 times a week?? or once?? or twice?? or more if i can handle my stuff n work prop…
no mood to cont lar. i dunno wat am i writing also. noe i juz wanna write everythg to replace the msg i wanan type. saved it in my archive. but nv send it out, dun want him to feel bad larr… nitez~~