smelly whitey…
gosh…shum juz touch my lovely whitey a.k.a snow ball wit his fishy hands. he juz came back from fishing n he din even wash his hands b4 he touch it. awww~~ it stinks now, at the stomach place. i’m def gonna send it to laundry. i juz cant stand their behaviour. scolded them although i’m playing maple.. stupid, felt very frust for not able to get over tat stupid place d. still wanna touch my whitey. warn them so many times d. told them not to bring it down from my room too. scolded them badly… luek who brought it down also got scolding… yest shum took it down, 2day’s luek’s turn. tat time shum touch it n i found some rice d i’m very angry. now still wanan make me angry… awwww~~ juz hate getting angry…stomach’s making noise- hungry… and i juz cant seem to concentrate on wat i’m writing now. ltr going out…
errr…think bout it, very long din call or msg him d. the lst time was the msg delivered wrongly thgy. oops…really so embarrassing eh. shudn’t send tat msg wrongly to him. wonder wat’s his reaction wen he read tat. if he still likes me then will feel sorry i guess…if not then will feel like i purp wanna send tat msg to get his attention. gosh!! really dunno how to talk to him now. guess we wun even end up being frens again. shudn’t couple wit him if i noe we’re gonna break in the end. i not only lost a bf in this relationship, i lost my beloved kau foo who sayang me a lot, a fren whom i noe for 7 yrs and a very very close n good fren… how wud i not to b sad?? it’s ok la, it’s over. dunno how we’ll end up at the end, juz hope it wun b tat bad la. at least b frens lorrr…if not i’ll blame myself for choosing the wrong path on 16.04.2005. tat’s a lesson…shudn’t make decision so quickly…shud think prop..nv mix up ur feelings…too much to talk larrr…
think i better stop here. i’m really very hungry…still very angry…my emotion is not stable yet….
