the day b4 my mid term~
it’s my fren’s bd 2day..used to b 1 of our close fren, p2k’s close fren. but coz of lots of problem, we weren’t tat close anymore and then we formed p2k..history larrr…
2day also suppose to b my 13th mth anniversary. kinda sad tat i act broke off 3 days b4 my 13th mth anniversary. mayb the 1yr anniversary is more imp but the 1 yr anniversary dun leave any memory to me at all. still rem tat he was playing cards wit his fren tat time. i woke up early in the morn feeling very happy but ntg special act happen 
awww~~ no point talking bout the past. it seems like i still can’t forget bout him only. i noe i’m act lying to myself, part of it lar. i dun wanna make any1 who loves me n care bout me to worry bout me. i’m in the progress to recover. et juz ask me y i buy a toy which resemble him so much. i do not know y… as i said, i juz fell in love wit it wen i saw it. haha!! but all along i love white soft toys…
err..dad ask me wat’s my class n class teacher’s name. guess he’s suspecting tat i lie d. wed, thurs is really holz marr..mon n tues i declare it myself only marr..coz my teacher’s not around, wat for coming to school. wasting time only…
guess i need to stop here. exam’s starting 2mrw. pa’s the 1st paper, followed by business, having accounts on fri. nxt week have pa n econs. hope i wud fin this exam asap…although i noe i’ll screw this test again, my heart’s not here to study… mayb i’m juz not interested in wat i’m studying. err..no matter wat, i’ll work hard n try my best, i wudn’t want him to look down on me. hse wife worr…never!! n i’ll never b his hse wife now..haha!!
