am i really avoiding prob??
downloaded the latest version of MSN messenger, Windows Live Messenger lst nite. can’t use till this afternoon, but it’s not working well. none of my contacts are appeared. dunno what’s wrong, got so fed up. tried to add in some contacts but end up all r offline, wen they’re all on9. gosh, wat’s wrong wit it?? or it juz dun work like wat i tot?? any1 plz tell me bout it….
er…argued wit AL, Deb and SL 2day. lots of thgs happen recently. we were all busy wit the consumer week programme. lots of thgs to plan n handle, end up arguing. felt so sad arguing wit them. Lst fri i shouted at AL, due to the quiz thg. Mayb I was juz too frustrated tat time, tat’s y can’t stand it n shouted at her. she ended up crying. Ltr she came in n said sorry to me, i was ok. Offered her some nuggets too, i ordered tat for her act, knowing tat she haven’t take anythg for her lunch although it’s bout 3. tat was ok d lu…wat had happen on mon also i didn’t really put in my heart, forget bout everythg d. 2day, somethg happen too, although it’s juz a small prob la. told bc bout it coz norm i wud like to voice out, tell out d then ma ntg lorrr… but this bc sud tell them, said somethg loudly. so they ask me out to talk. ended up crying…
they keep telling me tat i’m avoiding prob?? am i?? i really wanna talk to some1, not any of them n not p2k too. haven’t find any1 who’s suitable, at 1st tot bc can act share my prob wit me, since i sit beside him n he’s kinda close to me. but now…haih~ who shud i talk to?? i felt tat i have no1 to talk to wen i have any frens prob since i lost him. sud realise he’s so imp to my life. but now, can’t do anythg d. he’s not my bf anymore, can’t b calling him to talk bout this rite?? wat will he think den??
2day talked to bc bout my future n studies. my tears flow eh. i’m kinda surprise tat i cried. nv tot i’m still so sensitive to tat topic..
July 19th, 2006 at 8:14 am
when u know thatthere are something hapened on someone..u’ll be glad how lucky u are that u needn’t to suffer..so dun think that it’s that bad..
July 19th, 2006 at 11:36 am
i might not know the problem but try not to stress urself too much.mayb u rarely cry..at least, the times of me knowing u cry is very little. so it kinda worries me…i’ll give u priority in making appoitnment with me, dun worry…muax!!
July 20th, 2006 at 6:44 am
haha!! thanx p2.. love u gals to bits.. i juz can’t leave w/o both of u, n thanx for alwiz being wit me. guess the prob r solved now…