wat a funny day!!
wat a funny day. my ex called, er…shud specify which ex now. cc called, from australia, wen i’m on my way home, driving. he wished me happy birthday, on the 34th day after my bd. haha!! wat a funny person he is. he forgot my bd, so sad~~
pm my the other ex juz now, hew i mean. wanna find out wen he’s coming back, wanna remind him to bring back my cd. tat cd was given by my ex, contain a video, a very touching n nice video. was ltr borrowed to hew but he refuse to return to me since then. became his gf d den he wanna keep it, jealous gua. but now, we’ve broke up, can give me back d gua. to b honest, cd was an excuse, although i really wanna get it back. but the main reason is i still misses him, wanna talk to him. he’s right, somethg’s bothering me. i have lots to ask, lots to find out…lots tat i wanna talk bout. but come n think bout it, wat’s the purpose if i ask? wat will i get if i found out the truth?? i might b sad again…might b hurt again… so y shud i find out, wen i’m not fully recovered. he told me tat i can tell him if i have any prob, but how on earth tat i’m gonna tell some1 tat broke my heart into pieces bout how much i misses him. it shows tat i’m so weak eh. i really hate doing tat. awww~~ revealed too much bout myself d. i’m very tired, wanna sleep earlier 2nite…
